Saturday, August 26, 2006

SCARS ? it's all about us
Hello everyone (:
I'm back to blog again .
Sorry for blogging about such moodless stuffs in my blog yesterday ,
but well , this is MY blog .
I can blog anything that I like , right ?
Thanks all of you who asked me to cheer up , I will (:

I'm just having moodswings yesterday .
All these moodswings are just killing me totally !
And that was the very very first time I had cried till I had lose control ,
totally doesn't know whats happening at all .
I had totally NO energy to do anything ,
not even touching my keyboard .
Everything I see in front of me , seemed to be so unclear .
I cried for a very long time , I can't control my emotions at all !
My eyes are real damn swollen now ): I'm having headache again .
I tried to cheer up , but the moment I thought about all those memories of us ,
I'll just lose control and just continued crying & crying .
Thanks for everything , my dear .
All those things that I had blogged yesterday are just craps & nonsense ,
I should not had blogged about it at all .


My dear , sorry for spoiling your mood totally yesterday !
I don't want you to be sad , I want you to stay happy alright .
You promised me never to cut again , but you broke your promise .
I told you that I'll suffer with you no matter what happen ,
I will never ever let you suffer ALONE !
You cut , I'll cut with you as what I've told you last time .
Those cuts are nothing to me ,
I just want you to stop cutting yourself !
I don't want you to do all these because of me ,
or maybe that's not the one and only particular reasons .
Maybe there are other reasons , but you can just say it out !
We can solve everything together alright , stop doing all these please ):
Seeing you like that , my heart really hurts alot !
You won't feel the pain inside me , just try to stay happy alright (:
I love you ! And I'll never ever let you go .

Laogong came to my house yesterday ,
as we had early dismissal (:
Was dismissed at around 9.45am I think ,
went to mac with Jermine , Kelly , Jiaxin & laogong at first to eat .
Then went back to school after that .
Slacked in the canteen for many hours , and laogong feel asleep ! Haha .
Then after that Jiaxin decided to come over to my house to do Flit 2 again ,
so dragged laogong to come over too .
He was forced to come you know you know ! I threatened him ;x
I know that I'm bad la , but I just can't bear to let him go home , haha !
Had loads of fun with laogong for the past few days ,
he's just simply so cute ! xD Lol .
I don't know what to blog already can .
Oh yeah , anniversay of laogong & I is tomorrow ):
Sigh , why must it be on a weekend ! Can't spend time with laogong already lah .
But never mind lah , heh ! xD
Zzzz , nothing to blog alreadyyyyy ! I'm so so so bored laaaaa ! ;x


The SCARS ! *


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